I have spent the last hour trying to make sense of this irrational catharsis my mind was racing through when I realized: I am at the most incredible turning point in my life and I have become an entirely different person in such a short period of time. I do not fear the change. In fact, I am wholeheartedly embracing it. I was stuck, oh so very stuck on this dragging, ongoing-carousel taking me nowhere. Self-discovery, self-realization, growth: now, this is me.